Depressed

I'm currently feeling so down that I feel like I'm going to cry anytime. I'm missing someone so badly:(

Darling, it's been more than 2 weeks already that I did not manage to talk to you properly nor see you long enough everyday. This week is hard for me, very very hard for me. I feel like I have tons of pressure on my body and it's suffocating me. I tried to stay strong, I really did but it's just too hard for me. I want to talk to you about it but we just do not have the time.

I miss you darling, I miss you so much:'(